So I just completed my third chemo of being back on the IE treatment n so far so good. I get scanned on the 14th n because Ben n I wanna do a trip to VEGAS yes that's right me Alora Deonie gets to go to VEGAS!!!
Please pray that this trip works out I really wanna go!!!
Anyway we r going at the end of the month! So that means on June 8th I get my review of the scan n I'm praying that this chemo is working....
I it's not well I don't know what's going to happen n the unknown frightens me severally since this unknown thing bbasically results in me not being physically present!!
Right now I'm extremely weak from this past chemo, not sleeping well n being scares to eat isn't doing well for my body obviously lol
My friends r all graduating n getting new jobs n opportunities. It makes me a little self conscious that I still feel so far behind from them...
BUT I'm super proud of them all!! I may not be growing the same way they r in life but I've gotten to wittness my friends turn into the people they wanna become :)
Some graphic artists some in trades some just don't know n some r accountants n teachers n lord knows what!!
I feel pretty blessed at this point to know so many wonderful people!
I'm hoping I just gain my strength from here and am able to do things I wanna do.
My next goal! VEGAS with Ben:)
I just wanna see Vegas see those lights at night the ones u always see in movies n ppl tell u about when they went!! I don't wanna hear the stories I wanna experience it myself for me!!
N that I get to go with my best friend makes it all the more completely awesome!!!
I of course am trying not to get to excited cuz well obviously things can happen n in my life hoping for a lot isn't always the best.
Anyway off to get some rest n attempt not to black out n fall on my face :)
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This page is a constructive outlet for me to write about my journey with Cancer. It will be like a behind the scenes story of what its like to be a teenager with Cancer.
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- Alora Deonie
- Alberta, Canada
- I am currently 22yrs old, I created this blog when I was 17yrs old. I was diagnosed with cancer at the age of 16, for awhile a group of us were talking about how to create or find constructive outlets. This is how my blog started, with the purpose to be my outlet when I left I could turn to no one that would understand. I would share my experience and my thoughts with the world because cancer patients think differently. This blog is to show people who are curious about other peoples lives and the perspectives they have. I was open then at 17 to share my deepest and honest inner thoughts, and at 22 I am just as willing, So join me in following my life journey through how I balance being a stage 4 Cancer patient with "normal" life.
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