Happy mothers day

So it's was a beautiful sunny day today n got to put on the sunscreen n shorts n go bald for the day for the first time, it was pretty awesome :)
Its also mothers day! N got up early to make my insanely complicated mother her morning coffee n prep for a brunch after church!
Homemade pancakes, whip cream n strawberries, veggie cheese scramble eggs and bacon :)
I can't imagine what it's like to be a mom n have hopes n dreams n plans n expectations for their ONLY child. And to have all those things ripped away n replaced with terror agony and drop dead fear of having the deal with most likely outliving their child from the disease cancer.
My mom takes care of me through it all the good and the bad n painful. If I'm sick she's there to take care of me even though I'm 21 n should be handling it on my own. Of course not everything I could do myself but I appreciate the unconditional love she's provided for me over my whole life. I realize it's painful for her to deal with having to see what I go through but unfortunately it's our life.
I try to take it easy on my mom when I want to do things the best thing I can think of is to act totally normal n like any other bratty 21 yr old that thinks they know n own everything!
So I'm pretty sure that's why we butt heads so much lol
She just wants to protect me from the world n I understand the need to hold on. But I also only have one life to live n idk how much time I have in this life no one really does my situation if anything helps us try to live in our moments not our plans.
For everything you do for me mom I thank you, n love you with all my heart.