A definate turn of events

Its January 11th 2012 so to everyone hope everyone had a happy christmas holiday and a very happy new year =)
There has been a lot done n happen since December 4th and i can say that the God trick this time for treatment was a pleasent surprise =) The treatment went well and i didnt feel completely horride, i also knew inside that something was going right, breathing was getting easier and less painful if anyone can imagine breathing being painful its not the nicest thing to experience since as humans we breath to survive lol.
The tumor that i can feel in my right breast was actually reducing in size as well so i knew that the scans i would be having and that the news i would get in January 6th would be good news =) and since mid december ive been thanking God that i was feeling better at least.
and also in December God gave me another BIG surprise and my health was good to go for a sunny and much neede holiday to the Dominican Republic with my mom and dad and my boyfriend Ben and we had an amazing time together something i wont soon forget =)
and for that vacation i was very grateful and feel alot better emotionally and even more so since on january 6th we got good news frm the doctors that my tumors were reducing in size and i was responding well to treatment so i could finally take a breath and feel confident that i would have a few extra months tacked on to whatever or whenever God deicdes to have in my life.
Me and Ben also decided to get a puppy together so we would have something else to worry about than always worrying about when my next appointment is or what news we have to deal with =) so we've been busy running around a 3 n a half month old female yorkie terrior we named Izzabelle aka Izzy n we've been really happy having her to look after =)

Although much has changed and developed over the past month i still feel a bit emotionally distressed but i guess that is to be expected when you have a situation such as mine, and slowly i am learning to accept it and try to prioritize my life as i see fit and appropriate to get the things i want to be done =)
its gonna be hard n im always gonna have my work cut out for me but im hoping i can finally find my balance this year and that health wise ill have a better year and maybe acutally feel like a 21 yr old =)
Im currently in the hospital getting my 4th round of yondelis and almost ready to go home and start recovery before i ahve to worry about the 5th treatment at the end of the month =)
till next time i need to vent to those who are listening
Only fear a life unlived and live like its your last day and i almost guartnee you wont regret anything you do