Temporary good place

So today wasnt to bad, woke up a lil late just chilled in my room. Mom decides she needs to get out of the house so she asks if she wants to go out to Jubilations for dinner theater!!! Of course i said yes ive always wanted to go, and what the hey might as well go when im feeling good and actually have my hair right! And then she said we could stay at the fantasy land hotel in the African theme room, now idk how this is going to work but this should be quite interesting i mean havent done really mom and daugther time in well forever. . . .trully dont know if it'll work out well but im hoping for the best if anything.
Have to start cleaning my room and bathroom to sterile conditions due to me starting chemo is a matter of weeks another event that should be interesting. I dont know really how exactly i feel about starting again.
On one hand i havent had chemo for over a year and dont know how its going to affect me this time round since ive been off of it so long, and that its not over 5 days but squished into 3, im not sure if thats a good thing or bad thing.
Then again i have had chemo before and i do some what have an idea about what could potentially happen to me if worse comes to worse, but reguardless of experience it doesnt make the process any easier what so ever!!!

Anyway this afternoon, one of my Cancer sisters Valerie Wall came from her town 9hrs away for some check up scans at the stollery. So every time she comes we normally get together and do lunch, dinner or something just so we can see eachother because she lives soo far away!!!
So we got together for dinner at our usual place its like our tradition now we go to Boston Pizza lol and then we went to go see a movie "When In Rome" hilarious movie loved it, didnt think it was gonna be that good haha.
Besides the point of having a fantastic time and getting to see a cancer sister and just hang out with people that really know whats happening in my life right now, she is getting married!!!! And amazingly asked me to be one of her bridesmaids, i couldnt be more happy to be there for her on her special day. Even though shes only 18 she has a good head on her shoulders and knows whats she doing and she seems so incredibly happy to marry Matt. THEY ARE SO CUTE TOGETHER, and i pray they will have a wonderful and long marriage!!! AHH im sooo excited for them ahh they are getting married this summer on August 14th 2010!!!! Not to mention that they are gonna move here once they are married and will be starting school in January so im gonna get to see them a lot more often, which would be amazing!!
But they are doing another visit in May so they can do wedding dress shopping and bridesmaid shopping so ill see her soon :)