okay so its been a few weeks, everytime i try to write something i draw a blank and cant seem to bring myself to even write a single word without feeling ill regret something.
My life is sooo screwed up right now its just beyond ridiculous and stupid. . . . .
Besides my obvious depression and just all round bad mood at life right now which has lasted about 3 hrs, I have just learned today this morning that i am starting my treatment in two weeks. I was scheduled to start next monday but i pushed another week to finalize paper work make it easier for my parents and myself to prep some more for the coming week of three days in a row of chemo which i havent had in over a year this shouldnt be fun at all. . ..
so the 16-18th of this month i Start I.E standard for the second time. . . . hmmm i wonder what im gonna do with my hair?!?!?! if anyone has suggestions id love to hear them =)
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I vote i get to die it a hundred differnet colours with the other two... you know who i'm talking about.. next weekend it shall be a fun gay old time!
what ever you choose you will be beatuiful and we are here to help you through those rough days.. i cant wait to spend some much need time with you in a few days and be there to support you as you start the the next leg of your journey.
i miss ya and love ya darling.. hugs <3
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