So grad is coming this week its just a few days away! And i was finally starting to get excited until i came home and found out that one of my toe nails is hanging on by like a threat of skin! and its one of my big toe nails! and i have open toe shoes!! do i want to go to grad now HELL NOO this is what always happens to me just when i start to get excited about something SOMETHING TERRIBLE HAS TO HAPPEN either before or during the event! Just so i can feel more crummy and usless and ugly and completely and utterly ignored and unneeded by the world around me! i was starting to think that i maybe juay maybe i'll start to have some fun and maybe my life will get back to normal i'll just be held back a little and sure i'll graduate with a whole bunch of people i dont know and dont really wanna know but i'll have fun for now!!!! AND I AM COMPLETELY FURIOUS!!!!!!!! my mom keeps bitching about how i dont tell her anything and how i dont trust her to keep a secret or anything and i have the perfect example of why. She wanted me to start telling her stuff so i tell her that my nail is falling off and that i'm soo angry because my grad is only two days away and i have open toe shoes and THIS CANT HAPPEN!! the second i go down stairs to get a bandaid to put it on my nail so it wont fall off and it might stay on for grad she calls one of my aunts and askes her if they have fake toe nails OBVIOUSLY ITS GONNA BE BECAUSE OF ME THAT MY ASKES THIS QUESTION SO ITS OBVIOUSE TO MY AUNT THAT MY NAIL FELL OFF AND THAT SHES TRYING TO FIND A SOLUTION!!!! the very second i go downstairs now finding a solution i can understand but calling an aunt up NOT COOL i dont want anyone to know that my nail is coming off!!!! everytime i tell her something she tells someone else NOTHING IS A BLOODY secret when it comes to my Mom which is why i dont tell her squat. . . Now i have to find a solution for this Stupid grad thing or I WONT GO!