Wednesday, April 16, 2008

omgoshh embarassing much!!!

Okay so i had to do a Cancer presentation in front of my Bio 30 class. . . . wasnt as bad as i thought but the fact that i ALMOST LOST MY COMPOSURE WAS!!! ahhh i had to suck it up real fast. . lol there were bearly any questions i didnt even know where to start! So i just showed the class my beaded journey and told them that each bead ment something different like a hospital test, needle pokes, birthdays, chemos etc. . .
then i told them about what i went through about being a lab rat for a good 2 months before i was even diagnosed. . then my diagnoses with a Rare Cancer. and what treatments were like and my blood counts my teacher photo copied it and gave it out to the class!!
I told them about Radiation and showed them my mold! and my dad picked up a radiation video and i'll give it the class tomorrow so they can watch it, its only like ten minutes so they will get an idea of what it is like. Omgosh i felt kinda bad though i made like half the class cry and i saw a few girls holding it back!! and then some guys just looked stunned and just looked like they were in space and then some just looked like they were falling asleep its hard to keep there attention up and going when your talking about something so grim. But i think i might have struck something in them hopefully. i mean if i got to at least one person in that class i would have done my job!!!

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